Im in a really difficult situation rite now. Hati sakit dan sengal- yeah mmg masalah hati. Sangat iri dengan rakan-rakan sebaya yang settle down and happy with their life. Some of them had a better career life than me. Career life plak- as a salesmen its a never ending story, you keep on struggle to achieve ur target and also makin good impression to other. Merasa agak bengang dengan diri sendiri, dlu semasa single aku enjoy being alone and independent. Working like theres no tomorrow and happily meeting people. Now, after being in love and single back~ im become a different people. Sometimes aku rase sedih tiba-tiba and being such a loser. Theres a song in my mind from Hafiz AF4 and the lyrics is:
Tuhan tolong nyatakanlah
Padanya tentang cinta
Adakah masih diriku di perlukan
Tuhan tunjukkan padanya
Tentang apa yang ku fikirkan
Adakah cinta ini
Perlu untuk dirinya
The meaning is really interpreted what im feeling now. Yeah, its hard to really enjoy a relationship that you really hard to communicate and furthermore its a long distance relationship. Sorry, I do appreciate u and maybe we should be a friend instead being a love partner. I wish I could put all my feelings about u inside a bottle and kept it inside my closet. Like this.
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botol yg comel utk isi perasaan. :(
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